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one of the niCe days oF my liFe...   
05:21pm 14/09/2005
  just minutes aGo..i was with my bestie. my bestie. haay..

he went to our HousE!!!

we ate tuna sandwich together..he was just a seat away from me.. my mom was with us. it was a nice.. i was so happy. hahaha... autee..
 
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3rd meetinG namin in school today..   
08:10pm 15/06/2005
 
mood: rushed
astiG..may homeworks aGad.. grr...

eto..

History

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A learning or knowing by inquiry; the knowledge of facts and events, so obtained; hence, a formal statement of such information; a narrative; a description; a written record; as, the history of a patient's case; the history of a legislative bill.

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A systematic, written account of events, particularly of those affecting a nation, institution, science, or art, and usually connected with a philosophical explanation of their causes; a true story, as distinguished from a romance; -- distinguished also from annals, which relate simply the facts and events of each year, in strict chronological order; from biography, which is the record of an individual's life; and from memoir, which is history composed from personal experience, observation, and memory.

ayan..todo n ba?!

hahahaha!!! well...third meeting pa lang yan ha..what more?! darn..

tapos yung grammar na naman..mas matindi..WAAAH!!! matH?! pwede na siGuRo.. PERO.. wala lng....
hahahahhahahahahhahaha!!!
 
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SATURday JUST makes ME fEel SICK   
06:28pm 11/06/2005
 
mood: bored
lalo na pag gantong wala kang magwa and to think na pasukan na naman sa tuesday. kahapon lang nasa school ako, tapos sa tuesday yun na namn. ni hindi ko nga ka-close new seatmate and classmate ko..ilan lang yung mga dati kong classmates na kaklase ko ulit ngayon..haay..miss ko na dati kong mga kaklase..yung wan aye..mGa baliw din kasi yung mga yun eh..

nGayon nGa pala II-T ako..ganda noh!? yeaR two- Trust..sosyal. unG II-T..pronounced as tuti..paRA banG tutti frutti..yunG candy. sweet siGuro kami..ehehe. okay naman anG klase, may paGka-WEIRD lanG kami pag pinagsamasama. Kasi hindi pa magkakakilala.. tahimik pa. mGa anGhel pa kami. naks..;)

haay..kunG iniisip mo nGayon kunG anonG ginagawa ko.. eto: nakikiniG ng album nG BAmboo at naGhihintay nG text nG kunG sino man.

wala na konG masabi.
 
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PUERTO GALERA!!!   
12:15pm 21/05/2005
 
mood: hihihi!!!!
WaaAAah!!! SUMMER!!! so FUN!!!


puERto GaleRA is such a nice place to enjoy summer... just you, the sand, the sea and the sun.



aaahaay... i LOVE that BEACH!!!


the people are nice, the place is nice, the happenings are great, the FOOD is GREAT!!!

everything is really nice!!!





REALLY NICE!!!





























waaaaaaaah!!! i enjoyed!!! playing volleyball in the sand under the sun!!! getting tan lines of your bikini...enjoying the sun and really having FUN with all these stuff!!! wahaha!!! this is what real summer is!!!



*thanks LORD for all these wonderful thinGs!!! mwah!!!*
 
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being stupid?! being inlove?! or simply just experiencing the real madness about love!?   
11:21am 21/05/2005
 
mood: haay...
im a friend..

a lover too.


he loves me. i love him too.
he cares about me as i do to him.
we're honest as two could be.


we may be separated by miles and miles but we're still one at heart.




in the past, i told to myself that i won't go falling deeply inlove with the wrong guy. and if ever i find the right one, he'll be the first and last. i told to myself i'll never give my heart to someone who i know will throw it away. i made myself ready for whatever things that might happen. for things that might break my heart and make my vision blurred. but i guess i will never learn to not be hurt.

i've always wanted a good relationship. im not always in a rush. i want things to go smoothly and see through the things and make it clear. i've never been in a relationship. never did, i swear. i've loved but never been stupid about it. i did not regret that i didn't tell that guy how much i love him. i know he did love me for real, but i guess i didn't let my young heart be foolish. he never knew nor guessed that i did love him. the question still remains in my mind... was it for real?

maybe YES.. maybe NOT. i guess it's NOT.

at this time, im inlove again. but this feeling is far more greater than what i felt in the past. this might be the real thing. this might be what they call MAGIC. this might be what they call... LOVE.


LOVE.

the word itself, might be too scary.

why?

you tend to go foolish. you tend to be wrong. you tend to get hurt and you may never move on.
loving someone makes you feel the happiness and you suddenly feel secured when you know that 'that someone' loves you too. secured yet still not.

"i will not be stupid", i keep on telling to myself but i am. "i will not be crazy" another thought that keeps on running through my mind, but still i am. "i will never be wrong about this GUY." a thought that's still not yet clear to me.. but i know i am right. I AM RIGHT. that's what i know. that's what i believe. i trust him.




sometimes i want to cry. i know he loves me. he loves me so much. i trust him. i know he cares for me. i trust him. i know he will not hurt me... i know he won't. please. he won't. let him not. please. i trust him. i do. he trusts me too.. and i will never let him down.

i love him.

that's all i know...




i don't want to be wrong about him.


























out of all the men in the world... he's the only one in my heart. HE IS. of many men i've known, he's the only one that had the chance to get to know me for real. he's the only one who had the chance to stay inside my world. and now i can't imagine what life would be without him. he's the only one that i did let go deeper in my life. I DON'T WANT TO BE WRONG.

























those are just some foolish thoughts that keep on getting me stupid.






*don't blame me.. im inlove*















im happy.=)
 
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..it's gonna be a good day!!!=)   
02:45pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: wahoooo!!!
i haven't updated my garn lj for a long long time!!!
gosh..ok..lemme tell you some of the things that happened to me these past THREE weeks...GOSH... my brother bouGHt me something aGAin..haha!!! ang saya ng life pag ganun yun ka-generous..hehehe..
uhm..i bouGHt a new headset for my beloved cellphone...also a new battery...(nasira kasi yung akin...yung headset nabasa ng baby niece ko...yung battery..over-charged..hehehe..
uhm..my sister and i made some fruit shake for the family...uhm...(no comment). hahaha!!! JOKE lng..it went fine.. sarap talaga ng avocado shake with milk...heheheeee...haaay..but that day..mejo nag-tampo sakin my bestie..(sorry again!!!)
uhm...what else?! i slept.. i also slept... and uhm.. i slept..by the way.. aNG saRAp maLiGo nGAyoN gRabe!!! incredibly refreshinG paG naliGo ka!!! paRa banG naG-iiba yunG mundo paG tapos monG maliGo.. haay.. people will really not suRvive without water...naxx...haay..i recommend you guys to read 'the purpose driven life' by rick warren...wala lanG..anG ganda..uhm..nGa pala..nakatapos na ko ng THREE books!!! 'shopaholic and sister' by sophie kinsella..yung 'ang paboritong libro ni hudas' and 'bakit baliktad magbasa ng libro ang mga pilipino' by bob ong...THREE...wala lnG..THREE..kaaliw eh..hehehe..

boring ng summer ko ngayon..kaya dapat talaga matuloy yung plans namin to go to puerto galera..haay..i miss my cousins right there..and btw, if ever that trip will be possible...i'll be with my cousins na matagal ko na di nakakasama..ANG SAYA NUN!!! sana payagan ako ni mom..hehe..

gRabe anG SUN!!! anG init!!! gRabe anG SUN!!! call and text unlimited!!! ANG SAYA!!! hahaha!!!


Top Ten must-haves when i Go to the beach:

1. a nice tankini or bikini
2. one of the havianas or ripcurl slippers
3. LOAD (globe: to be able to send mms to someone)
4. a nice tank top
5. sun block..(hahaha)
6. sun visor from nike
7. mini skirt from bayo (to be used while walking along the beach)
8. shorts (that i can use after swimming)
9. a nice bandana to match my skirt and tankini/bikini
10.the cutie sandals from BAyo


***hope to have it all***
















**FINE!!! just half of those**
 
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asooooowooosh!!!   
10:06am 18/04/2005
 
mood: oh yeah!!! aHOY!!! hehehe...
im.. uh... what can i say!?


TOMB RAIDER ROCKS!!!
**soon to have it**


thanks to my ever cutie beloved bestie!!! **hahaha**
**he found me this tomb raider cd for ps2**


haAay..im just so happy and thankful..


GTA: San Andreas IS SO COOL!!!
**thanks again to my bestie for introducing it to me**


**evrytime that i come near him..i just lose my nerves...**



hahahahah!!!



im getting soooo bored with friendster..

i want to make my blog a bit better..




My brother bought a nice tank top last night for me. GOSH! It's sooo cool! With one of the characters of 'The Incredibles'..It's fab and really nice...I really loved it..it hugs my body just so right and i feel really comfortable with it..GOSH...Ü


***nothing more happens to my life now***































***btw, di natuloy cards out namin....yahoo!!!***
 
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oh life...just so great...   
10:26pm 11/04/2005
 
mood: oh..right
** my day's okay


** nothing new


** just cleaned my room


** i went to shower with only 3 candles lighted


** ate a lot of food


** boRinG and tiRinG moments(today)


** im not in the mood


** but needs to do this


** angry


** im NOT!!!


** btw, i've just received this stupid message about "SUN cellular" again..I don't know?! people just can't get enough of sendinG messages..even the non-sense ones. HAHahHahahahaHHA!!!


** i've seen the movie, 'hide and seek'...starring Dakota Fanning and Robert de Niro.. t'was cool..great movie.. you wouldn't expect that it went like that..WHATEVER!!!great movie, i can say. it can drive you nuts! ** better see it for yourself **


** im a bit sad...


** i don't have cookies anymore


** charlie! charlie! charlie! charlie! charlie!


** charlie.. friend of emily...


** emily.. daughter of... *just watch the movie!!!*


** im off!!! ciao!!!
 
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April 06, 2005   
10:51am 08/04/2005
 
mood: yahoo!!!
PArisiaNs met.

At last.

We had ouR so-called 'bulgaran' and made things clear for all of us. We were supposed to stay at starbucks and have our 'bulgaran' there but since it was full of people, we decided to go to the next cafe called 'cafea'..hehe. We spotted two tables at the corner part of the place that are suited for six people. "Those are for us..they're waiting for us." -- those words came into our minds. The place was a bit freaky and the ladies' washroom certainly has the 'freakiest' genius loci. The designs are all gloomy and the place itself is really freaky. My friends and I stayed there for a little while. We even took pictures for the light is really cool and it sets a great output of our pictures. Then we decided to go out and have a little chat while walking outside the cafe. Before we went out of the place, my friend scared us and put off the lights!!! DARN!!! We all screamed and freaked out. That was really embarrassing. I didn't dare looking at the people around us --- we just went out like nothing happened.

***that's how crazy my friends are***

Then we walked and walked and walked. Talked and talked and talked and talked. Took pictures and shared great and funny stories. We did have fun being together. After a long time that we were separated of so many things...



They knew my life wholly.

We shared a lot of things.

We learned a lot from each other.

We realized so many things from our experiences.



They are the best buds I've ever had and will forever be a part of my life.




I JUST MISS THEM SO MUCH.








caDBury xxxxx
 
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I thought yesterday was..   
10:37am 06/04/2005
 
mood: oh..i love him!!!
...one of the best days of my life. But i was wRonG. I had him disappointed.

We weRe there already. We ate lunch together, we watched a short movie and played some outdoor games. I thought we were all having fun. Except when he told me that he wasn't. I didn't know what to do. I thought he was enjoyinG. Then again, I was wronG. I never knew he would be that sad. Gosh. I really didn't know what to do. Then an hour before we were supposed to go home, we were together. We had fun, at least. At least the day didn't go that oh-soo "ruined".

One of the sweetest thing that happened was when he washed my hands. My hands got 'that' dirty after playing games with some kids outside their house. He washed my hands. Gosh. Then I did something that I didn't even think of doing. I don't know. I just... did it.

I never expected that I would do that. Enough. At least we had fun. We had fun being together. We both did. Even if something happened before that. My fault. I know.

It's just yesterday that I have realized how much I really love him. I don't know. I just do. No, not 'just'. I really love him, more than anybody could imagine. Before, i knew that I really love him. I really love him. I do. But not the feeling that I have for him right now. Or later, and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I love him so much that I miss him that much when we get really out of communication. I value the friendship that we have and will forever cherish it. I like him the way he is right now. Being stubborn at times and even.. 'the-bad-boy'. I don't care, i LOVE him.

I thought yesterday wasn't one of the best days of my life for I had him disappointed. I had him disappointed but I know things will go just fine for the two of us. Understanding will take charge. So whatever happened yesterday was just nothing. I was with him, he was with me. We love each other: it matters the most.

Yesterday. I mark it as one of the best days of my life for I was with the love of my life. My one and only ever loving and caring bestfriend.



*** smiles ***
 
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oh whatever..   
01:37pm 02/04/2005
 
mood: wooho0!!!
guess what you guys!!! i've just lost my updated-to-be entry awhile ago..da*n it..it's really this lonG and in just a click..huala!!! it's GONE. i don't care..it contained all these non-sense stuff..oh..whatever..really..WHATEVER!!!

anyway..i think my day's gonna be okay. it will be my 'usual' day..go online, check my email, check my accounts in friendster, talk to my bestie the whole day on the cp, read books, watch a movie(i just did), eat, take a bath (of course), eat, read the book again, go online and go chat with my friends..

*tell you what*

my kada.. PARIS.. (not the model ms. Hilton..PAriS is a group) is going to have a meeting on wednesday to have our yearly 'bulgaran'. 'Bulgaran' is where we tell to our kada what ouR problems were in the year that just passed. it is where we share our deepest secrets to one another and even the things that made us have this so-called fight in our kada..that way, we could easily make thinGs clear and okay. we always look forward to having this meetinG..because we get to have the chance to know more about each one of us. even though we were together for years..of course, there are still things we do not know about each other..even about our own selves.we really need it, especially now that we study in different schools. we don't have enough time to keep in touch even if there are cellphones everywhere and even the landline..of course, we get to be busy about our own lives. I JUST MISS THEM so MUCH.Ü

oooh..well..

i'm into readinG books now..btw, i've just finished reading 'shopaholic:ties the knot' and 'puGad paboy 17'..im now readinG 'anG paboRitonG libRo ni hudas' and after that i'll read 'bakit baliktad magbasa ang mGa pilipino?!'..those filipino books are by Bob onG..he's really great..his books have sense..PLUS!!! they're enjoyable to read..you won't get boRed..while readinG i have my portable vcd player on with Nyoy, sinGing my sonGs for someone..and sometimes it's Nina who sinGs..i haven't heard any of bamboo or spongecola's sonGs for almost a month now..i'm into senti sonGs nowadays..i dunno?! it fits my mood. I won't go listening to rock music if i don't feel like doing so..i won't force myself. but to be honest, i like rock musiC.Ü

scrapbooking.. that's what i also do.. i'm halfway finished doing it..but i don't know what to put next yet. btw, im decidinG to make anotheR two..one for me and my bes and another about my barkada..PARIS..im excited whichever comes fiRst.. hehehe..Ü

*maybe that's all i can say for now..have a nice day*





ENJOY YOUR SUMMER VACATION!!!ÜÜÜ
 
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continuation...   
10:01am 31/03/2005
 
mood: energetic
..we got back to my kada's house..we dropped our friend to her house then headed back to tin's house..i stayed there and waited for my sister to fetch me..after a long wait..my sister finally came..t'was traffic last night so i got home not that fast althouGh our house is just so near to where i stayed and waited..when i got home..i immediately recharged my cellphone so i could call my bestie..then..YES!! my call was connected to him and told him i was safe at home already and everything..then my sister invited me to play volleyball..(our conversation was cut)..then i played with my sister and got really tired..i haven't played outdoor sports that lonG..my body wasn't that ready for such a tirinG activity and now my arms and legs aches.. hehehe.. it's alriGht.. it's a paRt of it..(of what?!) i don't know..hehehe.. anyway..i just bought 2 books(by bob ong) and the pugad baboy 17 thingummy yesterday..im still reading shopaholic ties the knot so i can't start reading those that i've just bought..haay..im really excited to read it..hope i could finish reading it by tonight..hehehe..(as if!!!) ok..i don't have any plans for today..maybe i'll just go and make my scrapbook again..hehehe..i'll eat lots to gain weight..haha!!! aryt..i'll be back again when i have something to share to you guys..aryt?!=)
 
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trippiN'..lauGhin' and shaRin'...   
09:33pm 30/03/2005
 
mood: happy
my day's tiring..really..i went to my former alma mateR..hehehe..ColeGio de sTa. Rosa..i visited them because it's my friends' (kada's) recognition day..when my friends' names were called..Sam(my kada) and i stood up..only us were standing there in the auditorium..we didn't care if people were looking at us that morninG..just as long as we are giving our friends a standinG ovation..hehehe..we're just so proud of them..so much..then while the event was still going on..sam and i went to where she stays(just near CSR) and recharged her cellphone..i watched the telly for a long time..then we decided to go back to school by eleven..when we got there..everybody's gone!!! it means cheyenne and arrianne left already..(di man lng namin nakausap)grabe..then immediately we went to kristine's house(my kada aGAin) then we planned to go to the mall to have a little chat and have some fun..so..only the three of us were able to go out together..(we're seven in our kada.) we arrived at the mall..we went to play and we did enjoy!!! hahaha!!! we ate at bacolod chicken house then at dulcinea..hahaha!!! whatever!! hehehe.. i just had fun being with them..just miss them so much..hope that we'll have that splendid time together..








*2 b cont.
 
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scRapbook galoRe!!!   
10:11pm 25/03/2005
  ok..i've been busy doing stuff at home..i have to stay at home..i don't know why..(wala pa kasing planned trip)hmph..anyway..im into doing scrapbook now..i really enjoy doing it because..once again..after a long time..i'm letting my hidden talent out..my "creativity" works again. hehe.. that scrapbook is all about my life..since i was a baby until who i am right now..uhm..i'm also planning to make another one. i mean.. "we" (my bestie and i) are planning to make one..it will contain a lot of our pictures..(hehehe..conceited) and the things that make us remember our happy days together. hehehe.. i'm looking forward to it..

*scarpbooking rocks*

hehehe..i spend my time doing it..I'M ENJOYING!!! hehehe.. ok..afteR this..i'll go back and continue doing it..hehehe..just sharing to you guys how i enjoy it..=)
 
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i love yoBi..   
09:50pm 24/03/2005
  i just miss HIM so much.. hope he's still here beside me.. saya nya kasama!!! astiG nya mag-bowling!!! hehehe..

oh.. i know ure readinG my lj na bestie!!! hehehehe..joke!!!Ü

i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss hii miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss hii miss him...m...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...i miss him...

haay..bestie ko..yesterday..i had a great time with him..(we were with his parents and his bro..gosh..kahiya..hehehe..)we ate at KFC..sweet nya..la lng..cutie nyang kumain..hahaha!!!tapos uhm..we were with his two gal cousins..the other one's my former classmate..ayon..before we ate nga pala..we stayed at dreamzone.."dreamzone" talaGa..la lng..full of dreams that came true..haay..i just miss the stairs dun..ayon..after eating lunch..we went to play bowling na..haay..sobRang nahihiya ako..coz that's where i met his parents..waah!!! grabe.. galing ng bestie ko..sweet nya..sinasamahan nya ako whenever it's my turn to play na..haay..i just miss yesterday..then eto pa..my bes misplaced his bag..bsta..dami laman..di naman..mga valuables nga lng..tapos yun..we looked for it..until naging hopeless na kmi..all i could do that time was to comfort him..i held his hands..(kasi his face was like a kid who lost his bag of candies...)basta..kaawa..tapos..yun..i hugged him..then we went to ice monster na..tapos sa starbucks..there something happened..unexpected..hehe..bsta..tapos..i bought lay's for him..tapos sya naman..he bought my fave lollipop..hehehe..ang sweet..tapos yun..uhm..we separated na..LUNKOT!!!SAD!!!

*end of story*
 
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zoo00ooo0oom!!!   
05:10pm 11/03/2005
 
mood: hyper
im in a hurry.. aryt.. i havent updated my lj for several days already.. good thing ive found time.. ok.. these past few days.. ive been busy with school works.. there's this oral defense that we had to prepare for.. another is the presentation in panitikan wherein we got the highest score.. hahaha!!! and there's this magazine making project that i guess ended up in smoke.. and oh! the long tests that ive never studied for.. gosh.. thats my life in high school as a freshie student.. next week will be our final exam week.. aAAaw.. although im so happy that FINALLY we'll have nothing to worry about school works this coming vacation.. im still sad.. ya know why? some of my new friends will transfer school.. really sad.. i'll be missing them so much.. especially those who have been close to heart.. tsk tsk tsk.. aryt! thats all for now.. i'll be back so0n.. Ü ( i really hope that i have a lot of time hitting those letters on my keyboard... GOSH)
 
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i can't stop loving you..."i will love you..till they take my heart away"   
01:56pm 25/02/2005
 
mood: loved
This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here

'Cause this is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

I get so weak
When you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my weary eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You are every breath that I breathe

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
With your extraordinary love..

i love you too baboy ko!!!Ü
 
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01:28pm 25/02/2005
 
mood: relieved
life may sometimes get too tough.. and when it does.. you hate the day just like that. don't you ever hate the day because it's not the reason that makes your life different.. it's y-o-u.. only you can control what you want your day to be.. and don't blame the people around you because it's your attitude that changed. sometimes.. you let things ruin your day. it's the usual mistake we do..that's never what i wanted myself to do either. life gets too tough but eventually becomes better..

just last night.. i did that darn mistake.. i did let negative things win against me.. that's why i felt damn stupid.. really stupid, for i even made someone sad..(sorry) anyway..things went ok.. as i've said..life may get too unbearable but it will go just fine.. i thought last night would make a big change in my life.. but i have my angel.. who made everything fine.. hahaha!!! here i go again.. talking about my angel.. never did he know he was.. i mean.. he is my angel!! hahaha!!! he may be not the perfect angel.. but for me he is.Ü

whew..thanks..Ü
 
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08:09pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: blank
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guess what i feel.....
 
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liFe is gReat!!!ÜÜÜ   
07:41pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: happy
riGht now..at this veRy moment..in this very minute of this very hour of this very day of this very month of this very year on this veRy planet.. i am so happy. i am so happy. so happy. totally happy. because i am talking to the love of my life. and!!! he's the only reason. YUh!!! hahaha!!! ÜÜÜ and guess what!!! while writing.. i mean typing.. corrected by the love of my life... i am not talking to him!!! hahahaha!!! he's so like 'tampo' na raw.. hahahaha!!! anG cute!!! anD!!! this is another proof of my insanity!!! hahahaha!!! ÜÜÜ
JOKE LANG!!!:-)

bestie ko sya!!! love ko sya!!! Ü
 
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